Say a prayer for me
Help me to feel the strength I did
My Identity
Has it been taken
Is my heart breaking on me


These past few days... something has been amiss with me, and I could not put a finger on it
But a conversation with a "twin" - it helped me realize exactly what it was
A part of me that I have not been in touch with for a long time - a part that I know exists, and may never leave me
It is a reminder that I lead my own life, and how I perceive it - well it's my own head ... 
I have always needed something that makes it feel its all worthwhile 
And sitting here, alone, writing this... I cannot believe I am here
Right now

The Crimson Tide

The other day, the girls and I were talking about something we all have in common...

Every month - we all suffer - yes... for a few days, we all become some form of "crazy"

For me, I am only NOW beginning to realize how needy I feel around this time -

I want to be comforted, cared about, loved... I cannot describe how this needs to be or what one would have to do to not make me a cranky 2-year old

All I know is that it sucks.